all this self-doubt.
Every time I hear it, whether it’s a blog I’m following, a person I know, or my own family, it tears me apart. They tear at theirselves and say their screw ups or they’ve fucked up and deserve what they’re getting. I try so hard not to tear up because of the stories I hear. When I hear people cut, try to commit suicide, or just see them breaking down, it’s a horrible feeling.
To everyone that’s trippin about your own self-esteem. To you guys that are feeling horrible about something that’s going on, and you feel like you can’t escape You all should know you’re wonderful.
To the people out there who feel so shattered and disfigured over love, just know it’s not your fault. You might make someones day and not even know it. People might look at you as the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen regardless of your opinions. The people you’ve met don’t deserve your tears or sorrow or your love, you’re a wonderful beautiful person.
Whatever you’re dealing with at home, look at them. Look at your family closely. They don’t do things with no reason, if you haven’t provoked or showed signs of lack of trust. Even if they give you bullshit, look at them. They’re your family. You do not know how much your sadness affects your family. I remember when I broke down in my own room, in front of my mom, my sister, my kuya. They fall apart too. THEY CARE FOR YOU. Your family will not leave you in a sign of distress. Be strong for them, Take charge for them, show them happiness for everyone to share. You do in fact brighten up their lives.
Life gets tough, and they toss you obstacles. Now you can either stop and break down because a wall hit you. Or you can think of going around, above, and over it. You can handle all the problems you deal with, put your heart and mind to it and you will succeed. I can guarantee that not everyday you can feel better, but time and effort will sure heal you over a duration of action. You make your decisions, nothing just happens. You don’t like it, Change it. Everyone can do this.
LOL me and my sister have matching t-shirts. Get on our level son!!
Fuck it! Take a shot.
You always say to do what you enjoy.
You guys always say that. Yet when I find something that i truly enjoy doing, you don’t want to support me? For instance, tricking. I enjoy tricking, yet when I need a ride to meet up and practice with my group members, you want to throw a fit and say you don’t see why I have too go. HELLO!?! Are you crazy? I don’t understand why you guys are being such hypocrites. You say don’t let anyone stop you in doing what you want to do, yet you’re doing that too me. Really family? It’s such a downer when I hear, You’re not going to be able to do that, or you’ll never get that right, when it’s coming from you. and when I want to go trick today you say I can’t go? and you wont’ give me a definite reason? That’s just jolly. Jolly good.